I thought my title would be appropriate for this since i am sitting here watching the wizard of oz... I'm sure everyone knows that this Chemo is really kicking my butt when you don't see me on the computer for over two weeks.. I wish I had the energy to even open my laptop but I cant even get my ass out of bed.. When i am home it takes all the strength i have to get up even though I hear Cole crying I cant even get up if i wanted to thank god for my mother and grandmother who take care of him daily, I don't know what i would do if i didn't have them... They are so great with him and it means the world to me that Cole is getting to really spend alot of time with his great grandmother its not that often a child gets that and she was such an important part of my life growing up.
I get to go home in the morning fingers crossed I have not had a fever in over 12 hours and my blood counts are climbing quickly...I will get to be home for 6 days then back here again for chemo on Monday.. I am very excited that I will get to be home with my family for Easter! This will be my last round of this chemo and then I will have a scan...Then off the transplant I go May 9th....its really start to set in that its around the corner and I know its going to be the worst 6 weeks of my life but you know what I thought the last 6 months have been the worse and I have made it through that...Just taking things one day a time and if i have to give up this year of my life to live another 40 then I can deal with it..
Thank you to every one for the food you have brought over the last two weeks I know I am slacking with the thank you cards bad....Also thanks a ton for the positive thoughts, prayers and love!
XOXO
Danielle
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