The last few days have been very tiresome for me. Since my last round of chemo I was feeling beyond tired and having a really hard time taking care of Cole, I went in on Thursday for my follow up appointment with my doctor and my counts were so low they could not believe I was even walking. So I had to go over to infusion and have my first blood transfusion (2 bags) and a bag of platelets...I was emotional and tried not to get worked up but I knew that at this point my body has finally been beaten up and can't produce on its own so I felt weak... So after I was supposed to have an hour appointment and left my poor Nana with Cole, we didn't get home til about 7 hours later and I was running a fever and tried everything I could to sleep and relax to get it to go down and of course not.. SOO back to the ER we went at 8pm and they admitted me and gave me more fluids and some antibiotics. I was told they would keep me and start another round of the chemo asap.. then a few hours later they told me I could go home for the weekend because my counts have improved so fast.. Then I was told to come in for platelets on Sunday then they said never mind.. As of now I am waiting to hear from my doctor on Monday and if I don't I go in on Wednesday for more blood work and will start another round of chemo right away.. I feel like I have been tossed around and my mind is all over the place with all the doctors I wish my doctor would just deal with me when I am in the hospital not his team.
On a side note just a little venting ... I have enough doctors telling me what I need to be doing I don't need anyone else telling me what I should or shouldn't be eating, cleaning, touching, wearing or where I should or shouldn't be going...I'm telling you living back with my mom, Jeff and Nana has been a huge help with everything but there are people in and out all the time, I am never alone and I cant take the constant nagging...I enjoyed the few days I spent in the hospital how bad is that?!!?!?
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